it's the end of August 2025.
This year has been nothing but a rollercoaster for me.
wasted first six months for my phase 2 of my internships(I spent the entirety of it doing work in school, while others were shortlisted. wow), ended two friendships(one was a former friend i made during internships in college, the other was a mvytly le-tvk pu aol ODK), went overseas outside of southeast asia for the second time, and now i'm currently back in college, preparing to finalise my 3 years in college.
currently banned for six months from my Roblox main acc, because I was supposedly 'exploiting'. i'll admit, i did exploit a lil back then, but i eventually stopped because i was worried the exploits i used would harm my pc at any chance. there's urges that I fought back, but sometimes, they're too... irresistible. and honestly, obviously it's in a bad way.
and my former pinterest account that I had since 2020? gone. pinterest chose to be a wuss about it, and my theory is that I interacted in certain pin comment sections of controversial topics. silly me. ofc they cant do shit on the pins I saved or whatnot, but the comments and the unruly users there? oh god they're def not doing anything about it, heh.
i don't know what possessed me to be this miserable this year, but looking on the bright side, i did make acquaintances with new faces in college and it was somewhat smooth. there's a new lecturer that I somehow admire a lot, but that's probably because they're way better than the others I have.
should I honestly delete all of my socials and restart my virtual life as a whole? its so hard to talk to people sometimes, online or offline. was it because im programmed with dumbassery? or am i just too... smrcp yufaa hfwo? did it already with pinterest, did the same to my old instagram acc (which has an old email of mine reused for a new one), and i might do it to others.
予定はある。でも、それ以外は言わない。
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